Saturday, March 29, 2025

IAS Diaries Part 30 – Two years as DSEL

Education was always close to my heart in several ways. My father was a Mathematics teacher at a Private School. He was my role model right from the early days. His students had so much respect and love for him. I was not surprised with that as I always saw him giving his everything for them. He was passionate about teaching. Actually, to be more precise, he was passionate about helping people and this was the way in which he was manifesting that. My other favorite people were always my teachers at school. I loved how much they cared for us. How they went all out to explain their subjects and even beyond. How they were like our parents at school. As a student, I loved to learn new things. So much so that I almost never missed school. I seriously do not remember taking any leaves at school. Of course, at that early age you do not see the colossal impact Education has on nearly everything. 

Interestingly when I was posted in New Delhi as Assistant Secretary after the IAS training phase, I was attached to Ministry of Education. Of course then it was called as the Ministry of Human Resource Development (HRD). It was for a brief period of three months but that gave me this avenue to see the larger picture of the whole country in terms of education parameters. I was also closely working with the NCERT officials. A name that I saw on all my textbooks all along the school days but had no idea what it was. This stint surely cemented by interest in this sector and I could see myself returning to Shastri Bhawan in the future. The point being the fact that universe was always hinting on my proclivity towards this field. 

After working in Garo Hills for little over six years, I got my first posting in Shillong as Director of School Education & Literacy and State Project Director, Samagra Shiksha Abhiyaan. Education scenario in Meghalaya is pretty complex and vast. More so for school education wherein you need significant time to even understand the fundamentals of the system. The legacy issues make it even more of a challenge to reform. But I was elated to be given an opportunity to contribute towards education. I vividly remember the first day at DSEL and for the context to the uninitiated, DSEL stands the Directorate of School Education & Literacy. I had never been to this office before and the first glimpse was quite overwhelming. The building as a whole was quite huge as it housed several other offices as well. But it was in a terrible shape in several ways. The exterior was totally discolored, and the interiors were no good either. The rooms were stuffed with several unwanted things which seem to be lingering on for decades. I resolved on day one that this has to change. And that change had to be imediate. I sat down with all the stakeholders and we came up with a plan to renovate the whole space in the coming few months. It is astonishing to see what colors can do to the morale of the workforce. 



We did not stop there of course. This is an office which is frequented by teachers and people from the field of education every day. And hence it was decided that the walls should not be blank. They should speak volumes. They should speak about what we wish to achieve through education in our state. They should speak of the various on-going schemes in the field of education. They should speak of what we have achieved thus far and what we plan to in the coming times. And few months later, we had these colorful murals all over the office space. They kind of lit up the whole space. So much so that now these murals have become selfie points for people passing by and our office space now seems more like an art gallery. 

In the initial months, I observed that there are a lot of people who work really hard in the office but there were several factors which perhaps discouraged them from giving their best all the time. I felt that these contributions should be highlighted to inspire others. So we started recognizing these contributions in the form of the ‘Employee of the Month’ awards. And through this a very interesting thing happened. During the discussions for the possible nominations every month, the members started sharing interesting stories about the staff and how they have gone the extra mile at times to get the works done. Through these deliberations we discovered so much about the staff. We started putting up a big photo of the winner every month out on the notice board which got compiled into a nice frame at the end of each year. Every time I pass by these frames, they remind me of their great contributions, and I am sure it boosts the morale of everyone else too. Recognition of efforts made gives a further push and they were motivated to do even better. 

Sometimes the problem which prima facie looks very complex, if broken down into smaller ones, suddenly becomes solvable. To improve the work space, we started working on the fundamentals without wasting too much energy getting overwhelmed with the magnanimity of the problem. We got the computers replaced, we developed certain portions of the office into cozy sitting areas where they can take a break, we reworked on the room allocation to make it more structured and several other things. I realized that the office is not having a space where staff and sit peacefully and eat their lunch. Once we cleared the roof which was once filled up with tons of discarded stuff, we had a beautiful space with us which could be developed into a small dining and we did exactly that. All these small small things eventually had a great impact on the morale of staff and the results were very evident in no time. 

In this age and time, we do end up spending most of our time in office and with our colleagues, subordinate and superordinate folks. It eventually becomes your second family. And ergo, it is important that we bring this family together and make the bonds even stronger. To do that, we started celebrating several occasions be it festivals or days of national and state importance. That got the whole team to bond and to know each other better. When you know about the people you work with, you tend to understand their viewpoints better. This ensure that the conflicts or misunderstanding are reduced and there is synergy in our collective efforts. I really think we give our best for the people we know and for the ones we understand. All these efforts to help staff bond with each other has had a magical impact on the overall functioning of the office. 

To improve the public service delivery, we started with the system of weekly reviews with all the officers and senior staff officials. Education is such a sensitive subject in our state that there is always some immediate works which pop up every day. But that should not make us drift from the fundamentals and to get things in order. One of the common complaints received was the delays in release of salaries of teachers for various categories. The number of categories makes it so complex that I would need another blog post to just explain it you. No, I would rather need a book to explain. But when we sat down every week, we did a lot of introspection of what is going wrong. There were also several issues of long due promotions for the staff and the teachers. We did a lot of things to improve all these and I am happy that positive results are here to see for everyone. But the challenges remain and we must continue to reform. 

Training is a quintessential component of growth and with the recent developments in A.I and LLMs, I really felt that all our staff must learn these models. So, I arranged a training for them on ChatGPT which was anchored by the Meghalaya Administrative Training Institute (MATI). After the training, the draft letter and order which the dealing assistants came up with were so details and comprehensive that most did not need any improvements. It saved their time as well and make the whole process much faster. On a lighter note, they even started using ChatGPT to improve their leave applications and it became a challenge for me to counter such well worded and structured leave applications. We also did a health camp and a session on Office Yoga for all the staff which was super useful. I always believe that our health is the most paramount thing and when we feel good about our health, we blossom in whatever we take up. 

In the Farewell yesterday, one of the staff said in his speech that I had given so much to this office and to the staff but they had nothing to give back to me. In my speech which followed, I corrected him. All the officers and staff of DSEL, you have already given a lot by believing in those ideas, by being a part of the process, by accepting the challenges and by walking along together. Initiatives become successful when all stakeholders play active part and you all have done that. Gratitude to each one of you for all everything. For the love, for the belief and for the leap of faith. 

 

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Sunday, March 23, 2025

IAS Diaries Part 29 - Meeting Sir Sunil Chhetri

I genuinely do not know why I stopped writing the blogs. There are many things I can think of which may have contributed. The rise of social media and YouTube was definitely one of the them. And I also started my YouTube Channel then and felt it was more worth of my time to make awareness videos rather than spending hours to write about the issues and experiences. Videos these days clearly have a wider reach. The reading habits are declining at a concerning pace. But recently something changed in me. And during these intense introspections I realized that I was writing because I love writing and not because people love reading my works. The realization was so intense that I also finally started working on my first book. And ergo, the blog posts are back and I would like them to continue. 

There was another immediate trigger though - Sir Sunil Chhetri, the legend of Indian Football. Indian Football team is camping in Shillong for their two matches with Maldives and Bangladesh. I did go for the friendly match against Maldives and in fact we were also able to take along the entire batch of Meghalaya Civil Service (MCS) 2025. Giving it a little context- I am also now Director of Meghalaya Administrative Training Institute (MATI) and am overseeing the induction training for the officer trainees of this MCS batch. Most of them being football fans wanted to go of the match and thankfully we were able to arrange the same. After the Indian team thrashed Maldives 3-0, we were just hanging outside to get a glimpse of our charismatic captain Sir Sunil Chhetri, a thought came to my mind then that how great it will be if they all could witness a talk from him on Leadership. He has led the Indian Football team for so long and shown such character. Ah, it would be amazing to get this guy to MATI for a guest lecture, I pondered.  

Without wasting a second, I shared this idea with few officials from the Sports Department and from Meghalaya Football Association (MFA) who were present there and they all were really supportive of it. I was able to meet the Manager of the Indian Football Team and conveyed this idea to him. He told me that he would get back to MFA after discussing with Sir Sunil Chhetri. As the days were few, I immediately shot a request to all possible stakeholders to make this happen. We issued an official invite the very next morning. After a couple of days full of anxiety and hope, we did get a confirmation. The smile that resulted was just pure bliss. 

There we were, officials from MATI and all the Officer Trainees of the MCS 2025 suited up for the occasion and waiting for the talisman to arrive. I genuinely thought that it would be a short talk followed by some questions and answers. I had no idea how good a speaker he is. The moment he started, we could feel that his oratory skills are equally impressive as his finishing on the field. He used humor so so well and all his jokes really landed on the spot. That made the conversation so lively and relatable that time flew. He gave some really amazing points which can surely help our young leaders when they go to our 'field'. 




Talking about the secret to his success, he shared it is very very simple. He does the basics right. He sleeps well.Like really well and he does that every single day at the same time. He eats well. He eats the same healthy stuff every single day without fail and he loves it. And rest of time is all about improving his football. His daily routine, he joked, was exactly like his one year old son. And one of the most important things here is that he was doing what he truly loved. And when one does that, magic happens. He also shared that when we imagine our selves doing something, we should be the Hero of that story. Whatever field it is, whatever be the context, we must imagine ourselves as the Protagonist of the movie and then act like one by giving our best as expected from the hero. The power of manifestation will do wonders for you. 

Talking of the importance of time, he shared that we will always have choices to make. The right choice which will have the potential to make us better at what we do, will unfortunately be a lonely path. We will have to accept that and  slog it out all on our own. There is always the other option with immediate gratification - just hanging out you know, going for a drink with your buddies or chilling at home with Netflix. There is nothing wrong with these if that is what you want from your life, but if you want to excel at what you do, you will have to take that lonely path over these. The choice is with us and the most important thing is what is that which makes us happy. There is no right or wrong in this. And there should be no judgements too. It's all about how your heart wants to beat. 

Talking of pressure and criticism, something we also witness in public service, he shared that he was able to handle all of that now as he had seen the cycles so many times in his career. When the good times are on, we should stay humble and keep improving. When the bad times come, just keep breathing and keep giving your best. Rather than confronting the critics, focus on the next game and how we can continue to give our best. One cannot be perfect all the time. There are zillion things happening in the cosmos and we have no control over it. We should not feel bad for the bad run. What is most important is that we give our best and when we do that, we will be able to sleep well even in that chaos. And eventually the pendulum will swing. 

It was definitely the best motivational talk I ever heard and I was fortunate to be there in person. Sir Sunil Chettri has given everything he has got to Indian Football. So much so that he was recalled to the national team even after he retired from it. At 41 years of age, I still saw a young kid in him who just wants to give everything to Football. The energy around him was so so positive and focused. Through his words and his presence, we all could understand what legends are made of. May he continue to be blessed in whatever role he plays for Indian Football. And may I pray as a concluding note that his dream and all our dream of watching India play the World Cup becomes a reality in our times. 

Monday, February 3, 2025

Not a muse

 

Conversations were flowing, 

like that pretty river. 

Emotions gushing out, 

like water past the rocks. 


The words were animate, 

there was no effort. 

The smiles were real, 

no pretension either side. 


All of a sudden, she asks, 

perhaps hurtingly, 

"Am I a muse ?"

"For the moment?"


There was silence. 

Am I that guy ?

The pretty river imploded, 

The water now crushing the rocks. 


The past came screaming back, 

Was I that guy ?


Thou,  are not a muse, 

A fountainhead rather, 

creating solemn verses. 

A bubble of energy, 

positive and bright. 

A Zen master rather, 

disguised as a queen. 


Thou, are not a muse. 




Saturday, August 26, 2023

The Special Board

 The hall was full of Chess players from several categories ranging from a 7 year old to several senior citizens who had come for the open tournament. On one table, was sitting this visually impaired guy with his special chess set and pieces. He was sitting alone quietly. Almost as if he was listening to the moves on the other tables.
I went over to him after the last round and asked if he wanted to play. The pieces had some special marks to distinguish the whites from the blacks. They also had a pin beneath to fix them on the board as after every move, he touched all pieces to see the positions. The board was in his mind. It was inspiring to see him pursue his passion. The absence of sight could not stop him. And he had a smile throughout.
And here we are, with everything we need, often complaining.

Monday, July 17, 2023

Come what may

As I was returning home after a long walk this evening, I saw one visually impaired old man walking slowly ahead of me using his stick. The railing on the footpath was a great help as the vehicles on the road were moving at quite some pace. Little ahead there was a gap in the footpath because of a smaller road going inwards.

I thought I must help him cross that tiny stretch keeping him off the road and safe from any vehicles. But the old man smiled back and went on. A smile that carried his confidence. A smile testifying that he has been doing it every day. A smile that melted all my own worries. A smile conveying gratitude. A smile inspiring everyone to smile, come what may.