Curse of immortality

Like you and like them,
I also wanted immortality.
Thought it to be the panacea,
for all those fears, and for vulnerability.
Thought it would give omnipotence.

But I was wrong.It's a curse.
Life has meaning in it's dynamism,
and not in the longevity.
And you need no fortune of time,
to pursue your dreams.
One lifetime is ample.

I will be always this.Frozen.
Stagnant, like water of a lake.
But I envy the river.
Her flow and the possibilities.
That's what I miss the most. Possibilities.